Yet another day...

One more day comes to an end. While the whole world was busy celebrating Christmas in the best possible way they could, I was being selfish waiting for Santa like crazy in the hope of getting a gift, but wait, it was not something material that I wanted, it was happiness, it was hope, I wanted life to be fair to me, but chuck it, was never gonna happen coz I know I had not put in enough efforts in my life to secure what I wanted. Seems no one looks at the efforts, including God himself and everyone seems to be looking at what you achieve at the end of the day and here I stand, like a wind battered traveller trapped in a fierce wind storm with both of my arms extending towards the sky asking for respite, I have had enough. Enough of this shit, people say that I crib and should be satisfied by what I am getting, but let me tell them, you are in a goddamn better position and you very well know that, still you are trying to extract every extra bit in your life and advising me to keep quiet and be satisfied, shut up you damn hypocrites. They tell me, be a sport dude and I followed their advise, now I have become a football and no one spares any chance to kick me in the behind...